I question every aspect of my feelings for him. Because just loving him doesn’t make sense. The question of “why” doesn’t exist. The question lies in the how-can-I-love-him-more. I can’t understand the fearlessness that I have in loving him and wanting him to occupy this vacant space in my life.
Why don’t I wonder if it’s “true” love? <—— is that an actual thing? How do you navigate love when you’ve never wholeheartedly received it?
I wonder what would he say if he new that I struggle daily with wanting to run away because the fear of him not loving me back is too great a risk for my heart?
He makes me crazy and doesn’t even know.
SDW
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